I am satisfied not until recently I realized. Remember you said satisfactory was pretty much what we wanted rather than what we had? I tried to explain the life I expected for the past few years, which seemed so simple that could hardly resemble a life most people wanted. A job that can support myself, leaving blanks that enable me to find pleasures, a young mind popping out ideas to act on so that everyday seems worth living, no attached relationship that keeps asking 'is it still ok', and that's it. Right, what is lack is the coffee house or bookstore once we joked about. Luckily I can hear Jude Law said 'I ran a coffee house. I see people come and go sometimes without knowing what they're expecting for' several times. And you should too. Those stories can fulfill our dreams in some way, don't you think?

A few more trifles you may be interested, once again I got terribly sick of the damn traffic in Beijing on Christmas Eve. I went through all the bad words in mind but still found it hard to say them out like other people did. But right before that all I thought about were those amazing things I was in possession of, like the 5 or 6 years we've been through, like we can sing in a few days if we can book a ktv room, like the everyday-growing collection of fragment, stories, and soundtrack pieces. So it turned out Ok. 40 minutes late for exam didn't make any difference or ruin anything.

I heard from people that I only met for once or so, and the feeling was also amazing, though I started to miss the first week in November, a week of cleansing, of wandering, of seeing new sights with total abandonment of present unchanging life, namely a procedure called 'Arrange the spirit, be the master of oneself'(can't help laughing).  

Well sometimes I think about what you said about 家国天下 and my individualistic attitude. This is a meaningful question.

就为了这个戴墨镜的男人…（我听见了师姐咽口水的声音…）

背景知识：

至于soundtrack，他说Norah Jones的声音是能带来画面的，我们都来学着试一下，Cat Power的Greatest代表了New York这个城市.Ry Cooder就是一Memphis。然后大家讨论哪段音乐可以代表北京，我就开始走神了..

不爽的是回来发现超市里橙汁卖完了…我越是口渴它越是这样..

命你送上Jackie牌的Magic Box来装我的Pocky，跟我道歉！

就这样！